Lenny Marks' life is a carefully constructed routine, one that she excels at maintaining. Her days begin and end with precision, from biking home from work at exactly 4pm to buying the same groceries and cooking the same meals every week. She has even become a bit of an obsessive collector, with thirty-six copies of J.R.R. Tolkien's "The Hobbit" arranged in height on her shelf. This strict adherence to structure is the only way Lenny knows how to cope with the uncertainty of her past. The disappearance of her mother and stepfather when she was a child still haunts her, and she has developed a skill for avoiding the memories that linger in the back of her mind. She has mastered the art of not remembering, of not feeling, but this coping mechanism is about to be put to the test.
When a letter from the parole board arrives, Lenny is forced to confront the demons she has been keeping at bay. Her attempts to ignore the letter and continue with her routine fail, and she is suddenly thrust into a world where her carefully constructed facade is beginning to crumble. As she struggles to come to terms with her past, Lenny finds herself drawn into the community around her, forming unexpected relationships and connections that challenge her carefully laid plans. For the first time in her life, she is forced to be vulnerable, to be seen, and to be understood. This is a painful and potentially liberating experience for Lenny, one that will change the course of her life forever.
Lenny's journey is a powerful exploration of the complexities of human relationships, the power of secrets and the weight of the past. Through Lenny's story, Kerryn Mayne masterfully weaves together elements of truth, vengeance, and family, creating a narrative that is both heartbreaking and heartwarming. As we follow Lenny's struggles and triumphs, we are reminded that the past is never truly buried, and that the secrets we keep can either set us free or keep us captive. This is a stunning debut from Kerryn Mayne, an author who has a gift for crafting stories that are both deeply personal and universally relatable.
Lenny's life is a reflection of her strength, but also her vulnerability. We have all been there, trying to control our surroundings, our emotions, and our memories. It's a struggle we all know, but one that not many of us can admit to as openly as Lenny does. Her story resonates deeply with me because it reminds me of the day my grandmother passed away, and how her death changed the routine of our lives. The day after, I noticed the smallest things differently - the sunlight on the walls, the sound of the birds outside, and a small smile I hadn't noticed before. Such is the lesson of Lenny's story - that even in our quietest moments, we are being observed.
Lenny's strict routine is a coping mechanism that has worked for her so far, but when the letter from the parole board arrives, it forces her to confront the trauma of her past. Her inability to hold onto the past is no doubt rooted in the disappearance of her mother and stepfather, an event that was etched into her memory at a very young age. It's a harsh reminder that we can't escape our past forever, but the power to choose how to face it lies within. When she breaks free from her mask and starts to form relationships with people, we see a world we thought we knew existed - a part of the world that is no longer hidden from her.
Lenny's story highlights the power of our secrets, and the significance of being seen. Mayne masterfully crafts the story by creating an atmosphere where the reader feels Lenny's rage, doubt, and sadness. Her writing skill has the power to shock the reader into confronting one's own responses to similar circumstances. For those of us who struggle to connect with the world, her tale reminds us that vulnerability is a strength, an acceptance is a human step towards healing, and forgiveness is above all else a possibility.
Rating: 4.5 / 5.0
Lenny's life is marked by precision and control, a carefully constructed routine that helps her cope with the uncertainty of her past. When a letter from the parole board forces her to confront her demons, her carefully laid plans begin to crumble. As she struggles to come to terms with her past, Lenny forms unexpected relationships and connections that challenge her facade, making her vulnerable for the first time in her life. This journey is a powerful exploration of human relationships, secrets, and the weight of the past, weaving together elements of truth, vengeance, and family in a narrative that is both heartbreaking and heartwarming. A stunning debut from Kerryn Mayne, this story resonates deeply, reminding us that the past is never truly buried and that the secrets we keep can either set us free or keep us captive.